just thinking.......

I seem to be doing so much better since we received the news about Samantha. I thought, for a little bit, that I would end up having a nervous break down, you know in all honesty I think I was in the begging faze of one. There has been just one thing after another happing to us. Today we had a scare that Richard would lose his job, thank god he didn’t. The family I thought I had for in home childcare I am not so sure about anymore. We will see what happens. However I might have another alternative for work that I am equally if not more excited about. There is a position for a behavior therapist available that I completely qualify for, I am so shocked! Funny how this came to be, my mom was at a job fair and ran into the company, she spoke about me and every thing I have gone thought with Samantha, my experience working with special needs children and my little bit of education in the field. They were so impressed with my story they insisted I contact them for an interview. So once again, we shall see where god takes me